Today, on the news i saw that a Floridian church wanted to burn the Quran as a sign of opposition to a proposed mosque being built 'opposite' the 9/11 site in New York. I myself am an athiest and therfore may be viewed as slightly biased in my opinions...however...MAY I ADD the plans for the mosque were there well before 9/11 happened. Out of sensitivity (and a well predicted prophecy of the naivity of a proportion of Americans) Muslims have waited for almost 10 years for it to be built. All muslims are not terrorists. Like the Christian group wishing to burn the Quran, terrorists are in a vast minority out of the overall population. It is sickening to think humanity will lower itself to these astonishing demonstrations of hatred. Funny how this is all linked to religion, isn't it?
righto, im a natural brunette and proud, but just when i think im over that hairdyeing phase, it comes and drags me back again, so i'm thinkin blonde and shoulder-length, whats the verdict? xx xx xx
I know it's kind of frowned upon to go on about Ultravixens - so I shall say it only once. I've finally applied to be one - so we'll see how it goes. Am in the process of uploading pictures. It's all in the hands of the gods now. I'm quite excited though, and just enjoying the ride. I've never done anything like this before - apart from modelling as part of a family when the Mini Metro was launched - eeekkkkk - EONS ago!!!!
Got to go now - can hear my cat hoiking up a furball! Nice.
Looking around on the internet, one very clear statement comes across – Lenders lie to homeowners.Why are you listening to your lender?The most common lie is that the lender really wants to help you, and is working on a loan mod for you, but actually he is just stalling while he waits for the foreclosure to complete.
Tila Solutions saves homeowners from these lies every day.Tila Solutions conducts forensic loan reviews for homeowners. Tila then helps them get a loan mod, using those results to show the lender that he has given the homeowner a predatory loan. The forensic audit shows that there are numerous TILA and RESPA violations (and often there is fraud) in the loan.
You can find thousands of stories online that show what is happening to homeowners.
The lie: “We are working on a loan mod for you.”
The truth:“We are foreclosing on you and expect that you will be stupid enough to ignore the foreclosure proceedings waiting for the loan mod that will never come.”
Here’s an example of the lies from Rip Off Report (a small excerpt only) – as far back as 2002!
“My loan was assigned to Chase in February of 2002. Chase contacted me in December of 2003 offering me a loan modification. This sounded good to me because I was struggling due to a horrible payment plan they offered me when I had fallen behind in May of 2003 due to an illness. At that time, they took me from paying $710 to $1,310. In hindsight, this is when I should have gotten an attorney involved.
“I was given the particulars of my new "loan modification" by a Chase representative and was waiting to receive the papers to sign. I waited six months! I called and I called and I called again. I finally called a lawyer. Once Chase received his letter, they responded to me. They responded by telling me that they would not give me the modification that "I" had requested, and that I should find a way to either pay off my entire loan or get financing elsewhere. I was in shock!
“Little did I know, this was only the beginning. What Chase failed to tell me was that, while I was waiting for my loan modification papers, they had commenced foreclosure proceedings against me.”Phyllis Riverdale, New York
Here’s another:
“My complaint concerns the Loan Modification that I've been dealing with BofA and BAC Home Loans since October of 2009 to help me with my Mortgage payments.”
“My home equity loan was with BOA for 4 years. When BAC took over and talked to me about their Loan Modification Program, they started splitting my payment letting me pay only half of my mortgage. In the meantime, BAC will be looking into my loan to see if I qualify for a Loan Modification. I sent in all the requested docs, never make a Late Payment, and now after six months BAC is telling me that I have not been accepted into the program and I have to pay the full amount of $16, 051.01 by April, 24 2010 (They NEVER mentioned that if I do not qualify I have to pay whatever the full amount is by he time that they finish the paperwork) They are not giving me the chance for a repayments plan. I looks to me that they are trying to force me out to pay this amount if not I am going to lose my house! I need someone to help us. We have no other choice but to send this letter to everyone to know about this after they told us and told us that we would get help!”
Today, many homeowners contact Tila Solutions looking for a solution to get their lender to stop disqualifying them, and stop the foreclosure process on them.Through the use of Forensic Loan Audits, Tila Solutions does just that.First they investigate.Then they negotiate.
Thousands of homeowners are stuck in predatory loans today.It was actually the first round of lies from the lender – “these are good loans, and you can always refi in a year or so.”No they were loans that put you on the road to foreclosure the moment you signed the documents and the lenders knew it!
There are several federal laws that protect borrowers.A Tila Solutions Investigation locates the laws the lender violated, and uses that information to get the lender to give you a loan mod.You can find out more about Forensic Loan audits and predatory loans at tila-y.com.
You do not have to let the bank rip you off.Just contact a Tila Solutions Consultant.They can help you.Tila Solutions uses loan Forensics to locate all the federal laws that were violated when the lender gave you the loan. Contact a Tila Solutions Consultant at 307 - 459 - 0232 or visit their website at http://www.tila-y.com/. They can help you – often when nobody else can.
just a little blog to let you know how much I have appreciated this site and spoken to all the people i have- when i moved to London i was pretty much having to rebuild my life from scratch - things are going much better for me and tis been the biz convos in the chat room that have brightened up my day - biz has been my life line really when i first came down and - apart from a couple of things I wouldn't want to change anything
hopefully i can come out at halloween and hope to see most of you guys in there! x x x x
Finally!! Months of work has paid off, my solo porn site has launched this morning and I cant wait to get my first member :-) I already have 8 photo sets up and 5 videos but more is coming, I wanna do some other styles of videos too so that is first on my list! But yeah, check it all out - oh, my site adress has changed to:
I have made some introduction offers for the new members the first month so if you join there, you will save money :-) I am glad that I started doing hardcore sets and videos, its lots of fun and also a challenge because I want a certain amount of quality too...
Still job hunting, havent heard anything yet - nothing positive that is. Just random confirmations that they recieved my application.. I might get a temp job at a local latex clothing store, I know the owner and lady working there, so we'll see! That wont be of any help financial but it might keep me from dying of boredom.
Remember I told you that I was in Bizarre magazine? They wrote and asked if I wanted to be in a book, they are doing about people with ink and I said yes, sounds like fun :-) I promised to show you guys the scan of Bizarre with me in it, and I will today! I miss shooting these more elaborate fetish sets!! Forniphilia rocks!!
I started the lemon cleanse diet yesterday and it did not go very well, I got a headache pretty fast and became nauseous so I decided it was not for me and had something to eat about dinner time. I immediately felt better so I decided to doing half of the day so now I am doing the lemon drink until 3PM and then eating healthy at night. I know that it wont have the same effect but Ill try it out for some days and see what happens!
Im going to see a lawyer today, I have to fight those Dee Diner people. I still cant believe the way, they treat people out there and that they are trying to black mail me by not giving me pay, into signing a piece paper so they can pay me less then I have earned. Im glad, I quit but I do hate all the trouble, we got from it... :-( Hopefully something will happen soon, that a lawyer can help me get what I deserve and what they deserve!
I'm having a bit of difficulty relating to people lately. My ever-present paranoia bubbling under doesn't help, but still...
Am I the only person who has the urge to just fuck off and be alone? And I don't mean "close my bedroom door and turn the music up" alone, I mean "just walk out the door and not have any contact with humanity for a few weeks" alone.
I am, agin, losing my sense of self. Who I am, what I do, what I like, is all being lost, swept away by the ever rising tide of other peoples wants/needs/likes/emotions. I know I lack the courage to tell these people to back off and give me room to breathe, so I want the easy option: escape.
But hey, fuck all this depressing nonsense! Tits, eh! Lovely things, all round and soft and whatnot. Except for those surgically enhanced things. Honestly, people just can't leave well enough alone, can they? I hope that God is going to have words with all those Plastic Sturgeons. Send 'em to Hell where demons will cut bits of silicon rocks out of their arses and implant them in their balls, or something. Or clits, if they're lady sturgeons. I don't know if there is any of them, but I'd imagine so. You never seem 'em on Casualty, do you? No. Don't know if that's because they're too ashamed or if we Brits are just too damned smart and sexy and stuff to bother with any of that nonsense.
But, my child (yes, you, not the one next to you who's always picking his nose) we are meant for better things. Expand your mind, as the prophets say. Be yourselves! Like myself, I yearn to create art, such glorious pieces of crap such as you would be horrified by! But it has been too long, and I fear the true art-i-ness of my soul is submerged. I suffer from a lack of exposure to all the glorious, wonderful, maddening thinking that is going on in the world. I need that fizzing feeling in my brain when thoughts are percolating, and plans are being hatched with co-conspiritors and a pint or four goes a long way to making the world make more sense.
Sometimes I am ashamed by what I like like. Sometimes I worry about what the ever-present and etherial "others" will think of me, and hope that they won't poke me with the big pointy sticks of ridicule that they carry. And then sometimes I just want to scream "FUCK YOU 'OTHERS'! THIS IS MY LIFE! I WILL LIKE WHAT I LIKE, DAMN YOU ALL TO HADES WITH ALL THE SILICON SCROTED SURGEONS THAT GOD HAS FORSAKEN!"
The old ladies at bus stops do tend to look at me funny when that happens, mind you. I suspect them of being "Others". It's hard, because they tell me things at times, things of wisdom.
You shouldn't confuse the Old Ladies with Prophets Of Doom, whom are far more dangerous, because they smell of Truth. Truth that smells like beer. And they will touch you, and tell you things that a normal mind should not know of. Things about the mythical gods G!ggs and Roo'ney, and how they are to blame for the ills of England, or some such. But as a Scot, I care not for these words. And as an artist, nay, intelligent human being, I have no interest in this Fubal that they preach.
On a positive note, who else is looking forward to meeting up in Brum? It seems a bit low-key this time around. Has Club AC stolen our thunder? It wouldn't surprise me, as from what I hear, this AC is full of naked flesh and wobbly bits on display, and I don't think we can promise that in a cold September evening in the Midlands. Not unless I get very drunk anyways...
So as the policeman said to the vicar:
"Fuck off home, you old kiddy-fiddling drunk, you"
Hello everybody who is a friend of mine, firstly please accept my humblest apologies for disappearing for a while. I have not been too well and I thought the best way to recover was to cut myself off from anyone and everyone and wallow in huge amounts of self-pity. However, as anyone who has tried this will already know, it doesn't work. So I return cap in hand begging for forgiveness...
Just letting everyone know that I am spending most of my time on the new UltraVixen site. Go here to find me and please fan me and leave me some nice comments on my lovely new pics: http://www.ultravixens.net/zombiecandy
Well, my last blog wasnt exactly positive and it went down hill from there... We were fucked and then Martin was forced to go down to half the hours of work a week :-( We are so screwed now! I have no job and my old job at the diner uses my pay checks to black mail me and now Martin has a part time job instead of a full time job.. So, needless to say, if you want to help us out, we are taking donations :'-( If you decide to donate and help out, you will get a membership for either Payback Baby! or my solo site in return, just let me know :-) Paypal us through metteth13teen@gmail.com.
I spent all day today job hunting, its not much fun, I can tell you that! I hope that something comes up soon and that Martin finds something soon too! Its so scary how fucked we are... I am going to the lawyers on Wednesday to see what I can do to get those diner losers to give me my money.. I was so sad this weekend, I broke down Sunday morning - the whole economical situation + I have been feeling lonely the last couple of weeks and I just got the thinking who my friends are, who calls me to see how I am and who wants to come over for coffee and so on! I am not a happy camper these days :'-(
Well, I got my red wig in the mail today, ordered it on Ebay about a month ago.. Its super hot!! Love it..
We made pizza Friday, cant afford to get one at the pizza place so I rummished through the kitchen and I found all the ingredients for pizza so that was nice..
Since I dont have a job, I have gotten around to doing some stuff, I didnt have the time for before. I sewed the boys a tube for them to cuddle up in.. They are not really as much in love with it as they were in the old one but James and Jaws did check it out:
I spent Saturday evening and Sunday afternoon shooting Zia for Payback Baby!.. We tried out some more bondage before shooting, its gorgeous! Cant get enough of that, wish I had some books on the subject actually...
Nothing else is new.. My birthday is the 23rd and our wedding anniversary is the 28th. We decided that this year, we are making eachother presents, cant afford to buy them so we are taking the hippie way out and going creative. I have no idea on what to make for Martin... Jebus, its not going to be good but Ill try!
Zombie is being a bit of a terror so I am trying to get her to listen to me, respect me - guess Im to nice. She is so smart but she is 8 months old, so she is a teenager and she is trying to take command of me but Im not giving in, she might be small and harmless but she is still a dog and she has to obey me. I am the leader and I am not going to let take over. She is adoreable, my little bithc ;-)
Im still having problems with my phone company, its been 2.5 weeks now and they still fuck up pretty much everything. I still havent gotten my number back.. I am getting increasingly pissed at them when I call them..
Oh, I decided to try the lemon cleanse so Im starting that tomorrow. I have dont have anything better to do now that we have finished my site and waiting for approval! All I do is apply for jobs these days and I can do that living off of lemonade.. Im really excited to see how it will feel and how exhausted, Ill be! I cant wait to launch my site! It is up but we are having some issues with my site name - paysites cant be named anything with "teen" in it without also having the word "legal" so Im screwed and I have no idea what to call my site.. I have had Th13teen.net for years!
Oh, I was in Bizzare magazine.. Ill share as soon as I get a scan of it!! Ill be off now...
sorry men...I am now in a super long distance relationship that I plan on confirming sometime in the not too distant future...lok out for dates that I am going to have shows here, look out for my art...if you need to commission artwork/tattoo work in Chicago,IL USA please do so! I need all our your support and help!!!
I'm very excited to announce that my stage show is once again taking bookings!
Turns out I missed it so damn much I decided that it need a place once more in my life ... the act consists of traditional burlesque mixed with LOTS of gore and special FX. There are plans to expand the show with an additional person who I don't want to name yet BUT the thought of merging our two acts makes me get up in the morning with a new lust for life! This is going to be seven kinds of epic and should start taking shape at the end of this month. (!!!)
I shall keep you posted.
In other news ... The film RATLINE (that I've been going about for awhile) is drawing to close with its edit. The director, Eric Stanze, just let me watch the ending and I'm SO happy with it!!! This might be the greatest film project I've ever had my name attached to and I can't wait to share it with everyone :)
After last cut is made we'll start looking into distributor options ....
So, it's come to this. The barrel is well and truly being scraped, and lets face it, the barrel was pretty fucking shallow to start with when it comes to the talentless moron that is...Ricky Gervais!
So the latest premise for a 'hilarious' cultural education programme is to send his friend who admits he hates anything different, to different countries where local traditions and dress would be seen as unusual and 'silly' to middle english cretins. Isn't that just what we need, isnt that just what we all want to watch, isnt that just what is neccasary to help stop peoples ignorance and intolerance of foriegn cultures. "Oh, lets all tune in, and laugh at all the silly clothes they wear"..."Haha, theyre stupid 'cuz I dont understand them!"
I have had my tattoo kit stolen by an ex, be basically pissed on...his big excuse was I am a drug addict. I was too...it is called respect. for yourself and others. a lot of people might find this controversial, but I am going to say it anyway...drug addiction is not a disease, it is ignorance. no one forced me to snort coke. I did it because I liked the high and thought it was a weight loss miracle. not because I had something like cancer that is beyond my control. not because like millions of children that are poor and by no fault of their own contracted AIDS. and to this day he will tell you he is serious about life and yet the one girl that would give the world to a man that would at least have some respect for her, he fucks around on and insults her high IQ by saying she is making things up in her head when the evidence is balck and white. yet, today I get a call...one saying to forgive him...are you serious??? I have been back and forth for years and you broke the camels back and now say that he is just lazy??? are you paying for the kit? have you gotten clean for you, others, society? are you sorry??? what about your ( his) son? have you ever though what type of a role model you are for him? are you truly at peace? with others? addiction? the world? how many others have you hurt? I am scared to even look at someone now, let alone getting close enough to hurt someone ( me-Venoms). no, I forgive under the mentioned terms...only when you forgive yourself do I forgive you...it was bad enough being different before but then I had to have more people screw with my mind. I come from a Jewish family that outcasts me, went through a cancer scare with only one friend to be there for surgery....wherever you are in Scotland or wherever, if you are reading this Adam, you know what I have been through...these are not excuses but just a reach out to hope that you never felt this deeply upset and if you have, you have a girl in the USA that will always have your shoulder. I am deeply sorry for all that could have been. I hope it truly can be something else much more grand.
yeah, and I have had a lot...it hurts when you know that you have the abiltiy to hurt yourself and others without knowing it. wow, I was just thinking about that Poison song and reading someone dear to me, a huge friend and an inspiration-their blogs...and even though none of them had anything to do with me, I know I could have been that person to hurt. I know the feeling of hurt. and I am a naturally nuturing person but for reasons I am unfortunetely not too aware of or don't want to admit ( maybe being hurt, I did not want to put that person through hurt...it is just soo scary to think that if someone does not like you or you find out you don't like them it can leave this feeling) I think at least I have abandoned someone, alomsot discarded them because of my own stupid apprehension. instead of helping myself or others, I prick myself by meeting mr. wrong and hurt him by not giving much of a chance or at least the companionship he needed since I know what it is to not be accepted and having a tough time finding work. .love...life. if you have any ounce of compassion, go and talk to that person you miss; never let them go. always keep them in your thoughts. let them know they have been a guiding force.
well i'm knocked up again, managed to go to the edinburgh torture garden and no one noticed my tiny proto-bump squeezed into the rubber dress! don't know what it is yet, second scan in a few weeks, then we realy must start on the whole names thing.....i keep telling the husband Agammemnon is not an option, suggestions welcome.
Well, the sun is shining and its Friday - those are two reasons to smile! I do have 1 reason not to and its pretty overwhelming!
I quit my job at the Dee Diner because of their shady business methods and how horrible, they actually treat their personel and now they have decided not to pay me for my work!!! They even have the nerve to black mail me, if I sign a paper saying that I basicly didnt do my job, they will pay me but if I dont, no pay! Can you believe the nerve of these people? So many people have quit their job out there because of their way of handleing things.. Im not signing anything because I havent done anything wrong.. I have talked to a union worker and I am sure that I have done everything according to the law and that they have no right to do this! They are so wrong, its not even funny anymore! The only way for me to get my money is by contacting a lawyer and we all know that that can take forever :'-(
This shit storm is really giving us so much trouble! I have no money to pay my bills or buy food since they wont pay me and choose to black mail me instead :-( So I need help, any suggestions as to how to make some fast money doing what I do? Places to sell sets or videos, some one to shoot for - Idk :'-( I am so angry and so sad.. I dont get these people! Any suggestions/help is appreciated - eventhough Im not much for it, Im open for donations too through my Paypal:
metteth13teen@gmail.com
If you decide to donate, I will give you a membership to my solo alt porn site when in launches in a few days in return!!
Please email me at metteth13teen@gmail.com if you have any good ideas.. And wish me luck :-(
Thanks and sorry this shitty blog.... I hope that you at least have a great weekend!!
